UnD3r my skin <3

2008-10-28T09:11:00.000-07:00

it's the 1st dayyy..((;

woot..*

so today is my 1st work..
was so nervous..
i 1230 already reach ou.den go make up..
wtf..took 25 min to make up..
luckily didnt late..

so..when i went in there..
i told them that im new staff..
then one of them gave me the shirt and i changed it la..
after that,we introduced each other.

the pretty kind chinese girl called crystal
and another malay kind funny 'girl' called beyonce..
and 1stly i introduced myself as 'wanjie'
then,beyonce seems like very hard to pronouce my name..
so i told them my another name 'jadelyn'
but crystal prefer wanjie=P

and then start work..
god..so nervous when customer ask me..
luckily beyonce and crystal taught me some..
and then our boss came..
she asked me learn slowly..=P

and then me can crystal talked alot..
haha..very nice to meet her..
she's funny..kind..and very good in promoting..((;

arrgghhh..it's so damn tired..
g2g now..tata #x

2008-10-27T10:04:00.000-07:00

heyyy guys..

2moro im going to work dyyyy (;
panic[ing] ));

today went summit with my mum..
cos have to buy the black pants..
we went to a shop sell alot of pants and skirts..
and begin to try few black pants la..
in the end i choose the black skinny jeans..(not reali skinny la)
and guess what..
mum bought me a pink dress..
it's very nice and i love it so much.((;

so,after that we went to another shop..
called point B..i guess..
mum saw a white blouse..and she wanted to try it.
but there's no people there.
so i went to another counter and saw a 'woman'
and i ask 'her' to help my mum..
and guess what..

'she' is a ah gua...

=.=

omg..cant belive it..
but 'she' kinda funny la..make my mum laugh..
i jz felt vry 'cold'

and then..my supervisor called me..
gosh!damn nervous..
she asked me whether can go work 2moro..
so i answered yeshhhhh ((;

then i told my mum..
thought she will be angry..but she didnt!
this is unexpected #P

and then..we went to ss2 have our dinner
i didnt eat alot..cz not feeling wana eat..
maybe bcz ate too much bananas..

after that,me,mum and bro went to buy our shoes..
1stly we went to bata..but i couldnt find a nice one.
but bro bought a north star school shoes..
not bad..hope he appreciate it cz he had changed 3 school shoes this year!

and i found a cute black shoes !

love it so much and i can wear it with my shortie and mini skirt..
woot**

and just now went back home.
my family help me choose a christian name for me..

belinda..sonia..charlene..anne..leena..&&&

so i went on9 and asked jeh & yuehsern help me..
and jeh gave a name..
'jadeline'
and then i changed it to

'jadelyn'

nice??

haha...drop some comments k

k la.g2g...see yea ((;

2008-10-26T09:06:00.000-07:00

yiishhhh..what a bored day);

well..this morning woke up at 12..
cz was reaaaallli tired last night);

so,me and my family have the seremban 'siew pau' for breakfast..
i just ate one..cz i know it's a FATENING FOOD..
although it taste soo nice );
poor me.. ));

mum and bro were cleaning the messy stuffs outside my house..
i didnt help..cz was bzzing for the enid blyton's storrties..
whheee*..and i had finished it ((;

so when dad called,
i asked him to buy bananas..
cz 2moro my diet plan will begin ));
i'll miss all the delicious food badly..wait for me!
mum scolded me cz she thought im crazy..
but i do remember what she had promised me before my pmr..
so she cant stop me this time ..whee**

so just now during dinner i ate yam cakes..
and today i drink alot barley cz ate siew pau this morning..
somehow,everytime after eat siew pau surely will get fever or not well..

bear got a new gf ((;
i'll bless them with all my heart..
hope bear wont bully tht girl
and tht girl must care bear with full-filled-hearts <3

loves!

2008-10-25T10:12:00.000-07:00

new layout (;

finally..finish my new layouts..yay!
nice???

hmm..last night slept at 4am..
cz texted with joel until mid night
crazy leh?somehow,i just cant sleep.

today didnt go anywhere.
just stay at house reading sleeping.
dad came back from seremban and bought alot 'si3w pau'

anyway,today me and dad still very cold..);

and guess what..
just now i wanted to text my supervisor,
told her that i've changed my num.
so,was very nervous.
and she replied and her words is full of kindness..
phew~

today no body text me);
good also lah..i can save my phone money..=P

wish jeh and wk will be alright..
must be strong yea..loves!
everything will be fine and we'll always support u kay (;

nites

2008-10-24T10:15:00.000-07:00

im feeling good now*

just now,my ex texted me..
haixx..i feel so speechless now..
need someone to talk..

he said he misses me
he tried to be good to me..
but i treat him very cold.
cz i dont want later his gf misunderstand.

just now on9
he dedicated a video for me.
i really feel very guilty..
i guess he put wrong name..he should make it for his gf but not me!

it's too late,ruide.
too late..

it's been one year i left you..
and i've changed alot.
at the begining i really scare i cant get through
but nothing is imposible and i did it.
i feel more happy without a bf.
and i know bf is unnecessary..im tired of it!

and u've met a better one.
i give all the bless for you..
but there's no way to turn back..
i swear i never turn back..

now i didnt feel any hate on you.
maybe that time we shouldnt be together

it's a mistake,right?

and now i look toward my future.
and i got someone i admire already
and i didnt break my promiss..
i did concentrate on my studies this year.
and now it's time to have fun
and find a partner =P

hahah..

but this time i'll be more careful
i have learnt a lesson..
so this time will slowly wait..
wait until tht 'guy' appear xD

shhh..u'll never know who is he..

only my sista know..+o

hey,im feeling good now..

im happy now..

and im still standing here(;

everything will be alright,isnt it?

2008-10-24T09:39:00.000-07:00

today is a big big day (;
haha..it's pc2 children day( but im not a child anymore]=)
so..today woke up at 7
go bath..and wanted to wear a skirt + mini skirt
but mum forced me to wear jeans..grrrrr!
damn it la..hate it alot..spoil my mood..

and then meet wk and zk lo..
keke..damn the zukuan..
always mafan people..want us go his house to invite him..
and then watch them play bball agn..
sien la..

so..after that jeh called
she said she going ou..want us wait her..
then i told them la..
zukuan's friend fetch us to ou..
inside the car..he keep bully me..
then borrow my phone(as usual)

when we reached ou..
i asked him give back my phone..
then they said left in car..wtf!
so i kinda mmm song la..(acting)
i know they play play..but i really need the phone la..
have to contact my sista!!

then jeh reached..
and i told her that they bully me..
so she asked her to give back me..
but they dont want..fine!
so..me and jeh went to the toilet..
cz i have to change my pants..
and then we chit-chat bout 'smthg'..
keke...

finally he gave back my phone..
or not i really gonna kill him..
so i asked wk and zk where they want to have their breakfast..
they cant make the decision..
-.-

dont care lah..i damn hungry..
so i went to a bakery shop and bought my fav breakfast..
-sandwiches-
yummmmyyy~
and then jeh decided go neway cheong k..
yay(; i love sing k!

so we went there..
before go neway..
we play a game at cross fire..
haha..it's a very fun games..
me and zukuan in a group..
while jeh and wk in a group..

firstly me and jeh play only..
but dont know why suddenly they joined in..
but at last we had deuce..
next time must play again..=P

so we went to neway lo..
the room is freaking small..
and the remote got bit problem..=.=
and then we ordered food..
i ordered haiwaiian pizza..(my fav)
but i bought the sandwiches..
when i ate that time.
suddenly a girl came in and stopped me ..
i forgot that we're not allowed to bring any food in..xP
so i asked 3 of them go buffet there get some foods..
cz i wana dedicate songs..blahblahblah xP

so..at first only me and jeh sing..
the 2 guys didnt sing at all..(angry)
so i forced zukuan to sing..hahahah!!
i damn evil...
when i sing fish leong's song that time.
i heard a guy's voice..
and i know he's singing..wakakak!
not bad la..but i kinda miss his singing..
first time i heard tan zukuan sings...=P

but he very good la..
company me sing the songs..
atleast i didnt feel so lonely lahh..
cz jeh and wk keep talking only..
finally wk begin to sings..
but he only sings jay's songs..
hmmmpphhhh!

for while,yeeven came..
she looks so sexy and pretty today..(;
but wk and zk have to go..TT
sad la..only sing for an hour..
not enough la..

after they went back..jeh started to miss wk..
so fast ryte..keke..
then dunno what they chat la..
after that..me yeeven and jeh started to sing like crazy people..+p
haha...damn fun!
jeh keep making yeeven angry..noty girl..

after that..we went to la sensa
jeh actually wanted to buy a singlet
but din buy cz not really nice la..
then after that went home lo..

after went back home..
sleep for while..then mum wants me company her go ou
omg..again!?

so..we just window shoping..
and we went to topshop there
i saw a very pretty nice shirt
i wanted to buy..but mum said after i get my salary only buy..
well,i'll wait..=P

and then went to nichii and few shops..
in my mind keep thinking bout halloween day..
it's on next friday..!
i want to organise a party..
but guess it wont come true..);
maybe go clubing??cant wait.

before went back..mum went to jusco there
guess what..i saw joel!
omg..feel so damn paiseh cz i wearing a jeans..TT
actually before i went ou with mum
he texted me and i told him jz came back from ou with jeh..
and now he saw me..

meanwhile,he texted me again
i told him i company mum lorhh..
i saw takashi..his friend la..
the guy that i know at friendster..
he kinda tall =P

today didnt talk with my dad..
cz still angry him..
lazy to choi him..
but actually i really dont want quarrel with him la..
feel guilty..

haixxx..hope everythings will get better in time('
hugies*

2008-10-22T09:02:00.000-07:00

U BLOODY HELL!!!!!

DADDY NOT I WANT HURT UR FEELING BUT U REALLY MAKE ME SO DISSAPOINTED!!!!!!!

I HATE U SO MUCH NOWWWW!!!!!

U'VE CHANGED AND DONT LOVE WANJIE ANYMORE!!!!

U ARE A DEVIL!!!!!!DEVIL!!!!!!!BLODDDDYYYYY HEELLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!

I HAVE TO USE THOSE WORDS CZ I REALLY REALLLLYYYYY REALLLYYYY HATE YOU NOWWWWWW!!!!!!

YOU SUCCCCCKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!

U KNOW HOW MUCH I STUDY HARD JUST FOR U!???????

WHAT I DID IS JUST FOR YOU!!!!!!!

AND U TREAT ME LIKE SHIT ONLI!!????????!!!!!!!!!!

GO AWAY LA!!!!!SCOLD ME OR WHAT I DONT WANT LISTEN ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!

I KNOW IM HOMELESS NOW...

THIS IS NOT MY FAMILY ANYMORE!!!!!!

U ARE NOT THAT DADDY THAT I LOVED!!!!!!HATE YOU SO MUCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HATTTTTEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

I WANA DIE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TONIGHT,ALCOHOL PANADOL BLADE ARE ALL WITH ME NOW..

SEE WHAT'S HAPPEN TOMORROW!

I WANT U BE REGRET!

U';LL BE VERY VERY VERY SORRYYYYYY TO ME!!!!!!

2008-10-21T10:04:00.000-07:00

it's the fifth day both of us din text each other..
since that day..sigh

miss him badly..);
guess he already forget me

heart-breaker=/

2008-10-21T09:24:00.000-07:00

specially for her.

hmm..im kinda confuse of L O V 3..
why so hard to get someone we loved?
she used to be a happy-go-lucky girl.
she has a very cute smile
and she is the loyal one
loyal to the one she loved.

they used to be so close,
love each other
she loves him so much,yes she do.

she is willing to sacrifice anything for him.
she wants to hold the love tight
she dont want loss a guy like him.

she did so many things for him,
he never realise how good she is
but keep hurting her heart.

she miss him everyday
she cried when he ignore her
she refused to eat anything
she dont want anything

all she need is his love.

boy..can you feel how hurt she is?
do you know how much she loves you?
do you know how sad is she when you didnt text her and call her for few days or even a week?
do you know how much she cried for you?

no,you dont.

you just thought what you did is always right,
and what she did is wrong.

yet,you never think bout her feelings.

she really really loves you.
can you see that?no.

she forgived you when you did some mistakes.
but did you?

boy..she has a fragile heart.
she is weak.it's true.
she need your love.
she is ill now.

she need you badly.

care her,loves her.
please,i beg you.

you are her destiny,
you are the one.
do you know how lucky is you?

no.you'll never know that.

boy..appreciate this love.
save her life.

2008-10-20T07:44:00.000-07:00

my freedom is back..(;

yeahhh..!!!(shout~)
pmr finally END!..can u belive this?yes..it finally end!!
tht five days were nightmares....and lucky it already become history now(;

well..after pmr..first thing to do is..find my darlyn pet sis--wen!
both of us went to ven's house..and shared alot things..
feel great when be with her..
they asked me dont go my cousin's weddings.unfortunely i have to..);
but nevermind..perhaps we can hang out tis weekend=D

and then..went to perak there to attend my cousin's weddings..
well..it was a rainy day..but luckily it stopped when we reached there(;
me and my cousin sisters not really close now..cz i seldom visit them this few years.
and guess what..one of my cousin sis--jenny was pregnant!
omg..i really cant belive it!she was the one very sayang me care me when i was a small kid..
and now she's pregnant!cant belive this but i have to accept the truth,in fact.

at night..we had a simple buffet..
kampung food was amazing..really..!
haha..it really taste so great and good..
i tried a cantonese traditional fool..it called 'lui cha'..
it taste so great..belive me..if u are a cantonese or a chinse..
u must try this!!!bitter but sweet..weird but delicious..(yummmy)

and then..met my another cousin sis(jing) who older than me a year..
actually both of us used to be very close when we were small..
but when we're at the teenage stage..we bcm not really close dy);
but that day..we chated lots..(ha!)
well..she introduced keong(my cousin)'s friends to me..
and i was so shy and speechless..cz i don even know them..
luckily another cousin sis,ai li helped me..thx lots('

after that..me,jing and hou(cousin bro)drink beer with their friends..
actually hou dont really like me drink beer..but i dont care la..
pmr end dyyyy..i can do whatever what i want..=p
so we began to drink..and i got drunk!(love that feeling)
and i wanted to stay but mum refused..haixxx..
before i go..hou's friends keep flirting me..somemore is infront of my parents..
i was like so.............luckily dad and mum din scold me..#P

so the 2nd day..is the bride's big dayy!
yun was so elegant,pretty(;
she wears the red chinise tradition ceongsam..
and i took some pics with her(;
so all of us(girls) prank the guys gang..haha..
it was so funny and i got few angpaus!

while waiting my parents..me and jing bagan to take pics..
keke..and also with other cousins..
keong was so funny..i wish i could visit them everyyear..

so after that,me and my family went to genting(again)
arrrgghhh..it was so bored..and me and bros stayed at the hotel there watch dvd only..
my parents were addicted with it..haixx..

we stayed there for two days..
and i just watch a romantic movie called 'butterfly lover'(high recommended) yesterday..
wuchun was so yeng..**(my dream guy=p)
but the story is kinda sad la..but it is very nice..
i keep crying until my eyeliner wear off..

we stayed there for 2 nights..
miss my friends alot..
and i will work very soon..although mum dont really like it..
but i want experience this kind of life..
sorry mum);

mum is ill..get well soon..l!oves

2008-10-15T09:28:00.000-07:00

day 3...

math and sejarah were easy(;

p/s ..3 more papers to go..

2008-10-14T08:47:00.000-07:00

omg..science paper is hard..

paper 1 is eazy but paper 2..TT

the ramalan that bm teacher gave all didnt came out..=.=
damn him...

luckily i got read latar..(;

english is the incident that u think is important..
and speech..

3 more days to go........gambateh(=

2008-10-13T02:20:00.000-07:00

arrrgghhh..cant belive this..

...it's PMR week! =/

2008-10-11T09:52:00.000-07:00

a lie?
or
the truth?

i prefer a lie
as long as i will never know the truth.

2008-10-10T10:28:00.000-07:00

yes..u're really an idiot..
that make me fucking crazy miss u eeryday..
need u badly now..
but u're not here=/

2008-10-07T08:40:00.000-07:00

all the best...(;

sobb..5 more days to go..
and it's pmr!...
these few days seriously i din study at all..
i dont know why..
i just feel not in the study mood..

yesterday was zukuan's birthday
happy birthday fat pig..(;
gave him a big present..
but he said it's cheap..haixx

today went to school and got nothing to do at all..
me and angle chated whole day..
emmm..ron and shawn said going ou work after pmr..
and we decided work together(;
angle said she can ask her sis help me get a job..
yay..atleast i no nid waste my time to look for
a job..
ron decided go Levi's there work..
me not sure..(;

mmm..maybe tomorrow onward i'll be bussy for study..
for maybe 2 weeks cant go for on9..

after pmr..i have to go my cousin's wedding..
so guess aft sunday only back la..
sob..

after pmr must go celebrate with my babes p=
and have fun & crazy ..
=P

k la..to all the f3 students..
all the best in pmr yea..!
just do your best(;

godbless<3

loves!

2008-10-03T09:55:00.000-07:00

sien la..still left one more weeks to go);
hope pmr faster end..
so i could have my freedom back=D

after pmr..
i going to dye my hair(;
but dont know what colour should i dye..
light brown or maroon??
hmmm......maybe jeh will give me the best answer(;

haixxx..today dont know what happen to me..
feel no mood to study..
so i messaged jeh..
she was at ou with yeeven..
and i cant go..TT
haixxxx...nevermind la..
tahan one more week and i can go crazy with them..

mum wants go genting tomorrow..
cz she felt bored and got nothing to do at house..
but dad seems like disagreed..
cz he bz for his own business..
and my pmr is coming soon..
haixxxxxxxxx!!!

i really feel wana die facing the books everydayyy!!!
it's killing me!><
what to do..mum wants me go pure science class..
and to make my dream comes true..
i have to scarifiece my freedom..

sometimes i really hope i will bcm a brainless girl..
so i dont have to study so hard..
but since dad and my uncle aunt they always mentioned
'only education can change your life'
so i began not to think bout those babyish thinking..
and concentrate on my sudies..
and i feel grateful to god..

as i always told my friends and my brothers..
im not the genius and smart one..
belive it..when i was in standard 1..
i got last place in my class..
and same things happend when i was st.2..
yea..honestly my english sucks..
i admit..but im trying to improve it..
so..somethings has changed when i was 9..
i dont know why..i sudenlly get 2nd place in my class..
that's freaking funny..cz i never study at all..
and that time my parents were traveling at south affrica..
and i phoned them and told them this great news..
they bought me a very cute necklace..
and mum keep it inside my bank safety box(;

so..i transfer to sjkc puay chai 2 when i was std 3..
it was jun..(;
so..the year end exam..
i got a very bad result..
i was too over confiedent..i guessed..
so i began to studyhard when i was in std4..
and i get no1..haha..1st time in my life(;

and my dad is the effort make me studyhard..
i know im not rich..and dad have to workhard to earn money..
and pay for our education fees..
and i dont want make my dad feels dissaopinted..
so i swear i have to do my best to obtain a good result for him..
i enjoyed watch my dad smiles when reading my report card..
it makes me feel everything is worth..
and atleast i wont be regret in the future..

i always ask my bros to study hard..
but guys seem like not the study type..
what they know is dancing,lepak and computers..
i seriously mad at this..
i dont get it why they have to waste their money and time to facing that stupid games infront of the computer for whole day!
games are so bored!!
my bros also not smart..
and their bm is not good..i know that..
i have tried my best to be a good sis..
tutor them when im free..
but they seems like never appreciate what they have..

i very worry bout their future.
i mean i dont want see my 3 brothers work a blind alley occupation..
just like one of my cousin brother..
he was one of my dad's company stuff..
my dad hired him since he was 14..
he worked for my dad for 15 years..
my dad treat him as his child..
but he never appreciate it..
he always mixed with those bodgies..
smoke..pills..clubing..racing car..
all he did..
and he married when he was 24..
has 3 children..

last year..my dad's company had some economics problems..
so one of my uncle decided leave the company..
so..i dont know what's my cousin problem la..
suddenly treat my dad very bad..
no manners to my dad!
although my dad was so angry but my dad didnt fired him..
and one day..he told my dad that he wanted to quit..
so my dad defer to his decision..
and we never meet each other since that day..

one day..my aunt phoned my mum..
and she told my mum that my cousin had divorce..
his wife left him and his eldest son..
and now my cousin work as an accendant..
his salary is much lower than my dad paid..
and the sad thing is my retired uncle have to take care of my cousin son!
damn useless right?
he already 30 and he still have to rely on his father..how shame!

im telling the truth..
and i belive this is the consequent..
i dont want my bro follow his steps..
so i always reminds them not to be like him..

what i want to say is..
education is really very important to everyone..
for those who lives in a very rich family..
should appreciate what you got..
and..always belive
u'll obtain the best things if you really work hard for it..
because you deserve to get it..

2008-10-02T09:27:00.000-07:00

bu3 damn sucks!

seriously..and i mean that..
dunno why..i just feel my school is lame..
compare with others school..
haixxxx.....i mean..dont even has qualificantion to comapre with others..

first..
the teachers are sucks..
dicipline teacher is the one i hate the most..
everyday have to check this and that..
i seriously mad about this..
futhermore they are discentration..
and the prefect seems like teacher's dogs
barking here and that..grrrrrrr..

second..
one of our school teacher..
who very memang kepo..and always sibuk here and that..
he called mr wong..
this old man is really really really shyt..
belive it or not..
he went to friendster and youtube check bu3 student account..
and if there's couples in our school..
he'll try to separate them
and even contact their parents..!wtf!
dont be so kepo la..people couple not you couple..
go do your job la..this is our own freedom..
what you wana do to us?f**k shyt..
eg...few months ago..one of my friend brought his phone to school..
and his gang make a gang bang video..
one of them uploaded the video at youtube..
after few weeks..mr wong found out and he told principal..
and he pulled them out infront of peoples..
mar der..they really out-dated peoples..
other schools never be like this..
dont know why they want check..
i guess they are too free and got nothing to do..

third..
our school memang very greedy
everyyear,the pricipal certainly will organised some activities to raise for school foundation
eg:carnival
i came this school since i was form one..
for all i know,everyyear school will collect more than hundred thousand
and all has been finished in a year..
they dont even used the money to improve school's facilities!
the toilet still in dirt(they just make it more colourful=.=)
some of the toilet dont even have a door!
full of rankly smell..
i wonder know how they finished the money in a year..
yea..the often said we spoiled school facilities..
please la..is school too cheap.
buy cheap product that could esily break..
not our fault la..

fourth..
our pricipal...pn azizah yusof..
is a big fat lazy asshole.
it is whispered that many teachers dont like her..
she is fat and did nothing for school..
she went out frequently..
sometimes she'll appear on monday..
but most of the time she wasnt in school..
i dont know what shit she doing outside la..
but i know her husband very rich..
her husband is a doctor and has more than 10 clinics( maybe the boot is on other leg)
but she has a very bad attitude..
when dont know what serious shit happened in school..
she will scold all the teachers{pity them)
haha..but i know there's few her 'dogs'
always treat her very good..
aiyyaaa..this has become bu3's second nature..
ohh..yea..and i know one of her foible..
she very scare of parents..xD
i remembered last time i dyed my hair..
and mr mah scold me..
so i brought my dad to see her..
she allowed me to keep the colour man!!!

there's many more things about my school la..
but i lazy to say..perhaps one day i'll post more things about my school(;

2008-10-02T09:13:00.000-07:00

hari raya(;

ohh..yea(; i fixed it

yesterday went to kl with my family..
ermm..mum brought us to somewhere duno what place..
i just know i went there for open house..lols..
seriously..standing there for few hours cause mum wanted to see the p.minister..
sweat right?

after that,went to times square..
mmm..didnt buy anythings la..
cz have to save money now..TT
then me and my mum saw a geogeous white handbag..
i wana buy it..!i swear after i earn money i'll buy it..);

so..at night we went to somewhere at kl there have dinner..
it's a very old stall..
we ate wantan mee..it's delicous although it's cheap..
so we went back home..
cz dad have to meet up his customer at one world hotel later..

it was so tired..
and guess what..
my feet there was in blue-black!
SOBS!!

well..today as usual la..study lo..
mum tried to make korean food just now..
it's kinda spicy but taste good..
curry without oil and it's vegetarian food..
mmm..i guessed it called kimchi rice cake..

so..mum suggested go penang this saturday..
but i dont think so..
cz i have to study and pmr is left 10 more days!

today i keep on day-dreaming..
dreamed bout after pmr what i gona do..
haha..crazy me..
i seriously cant wait the genting trip..(;

and mum allow me work after pmr..
yeahhhh(;

ohh..yea..maybe im not going cousin sis's wedding..
mum said dont feel going..
if we're not going..
that means i can chill with my buddies after geo paper..
what a great ideal(;

wanjie(;

2008-10-01T09:54:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!!!my blogger seriously got problem!!!!

i couldnt:

x upload my photos..

x edit my post

x edit the font

what the hell!!!

im getting mad with this);

2008-10-01T09:24:00.000-07:00

C A M W H O R E S

2008-09-30T09:25:00.000-07:00

today wake up at 8am..
cause wana study..
pmr left 2 more weeks..TT
but too sleepy..
failed...

so sleep until 11am only wake up..
after have my breakfast then study geo..
dad today off so we're going out..

went to mid valley..
with my new heels..(;
omg... the heels make my leg so pain n tired!
and i had use 7 plasters..

so..my bro company me go topman there..
cz i want buy boces for my freind(;
i chose a yellow boxes..
haha..it's cute..
but my bro keep showing me the sweat face..

after that we went to the game centre near bowling there
it's super bored..
i didnt play any games..
just watched my bro play la..
so after that..we passed by 'dragonfly'
and i saw a guy was doing tatoo..
it seems very pain cause i think he was crying..

and then we went jusco there buy the present box..
after that go supermarket find my parents
and have our dinner at a restaurant..

so..dad brought us to ss2 pasar malam..
mum wants me go chee leong's stall buy fishball cz she lazy to go..
grrrr..

then me and yew together go his stall la..
he asked where is mum..
so i answered she din come la..
and i bought a packet of fishballs and few fishcakes la..
he keep promoting thgs to me..
but i just brought rm10..

so..after paid..i supose to go already..
sudenlly mum came!
i was lyk wtf..=O=
cz i told him mum din come..
he keep laughing at me..
i felt wana hide inside a hole..
damn my mum..

so went back home at 11+
and sleep(;

2008-09-28T09:39:00.000-07:00

C H A N G E !!!!

i wana change everythings!!

x my bag
x my wallet
x my hair colour
x my shoes
x my pc

arrgghhhhh....

most important wanjie wants become mature
don1 chubby face anymore..>,

damn the chubby face..
always kena pinch by people..=.=

just now was thinking bout what my life will become after pmr..
dye my hair again??
i wannnnttttt...but what colour?
red?purple?brown?

and the trip(;
me and hw cant wait that day p=

and my nails..!
i can keep my nails long cause dont have piano lessons during holiday..

clubing..(;
woot..cant wait yea..

++++

work!
feel dont want but no choice..
atleast better than stay at house right..

omg....im sure aft pmr i gonna be crazy(;

2008-09-27T08:59:00.000-07:00

seriously,what a S H Y T day!

hmmm..yestrday didnt sleep well..
dont know why la..
today wake up at 645 TT
scare later late dy will kena marah..
so i have to wear the stupid long jeans.
look so noob..!!!>,<

so..bath and have my breakfast..
go fren's house cause no transport..
then reached cp there..cause have to wait carmen..

the seminar is kinda boring la..
the math is super bored..
but i love bm penulisan..haha

so..during break time..
we went to cp have our lunch..
sit at banana leaf there
saw many lengzai..=]

when going back kbu that time..
sudenlly rain..
and it's heavy rain!!!
so we run like dont what shyt la..
and i get wet..
the zk still laughing at me..=.=

so i was so damn cold..
the hall air cond bloody cold like hell..
then..after 30 min..
i get fever..TT
carmen borrowed her jacket for me..
atleast feel better..

then..after seminar..we went to mcd lo..
nothing to do..just chat la..
zk keep bully me..haixxx..
then we went to cp there photostat some papers..
and then go guardian there lepak..

and we have to walk back home cause no transport..
luckily zk mum saw us and fetch us home..
thx auntie[=

so when back home..
i was so damn tired and have fever..
dont know wat's mum's problem lla..
keep scolding me and judges me
what i wear she also wana care..
wtf la..!i damn mmm song..
she said i always waste their money..
mar der..i use your money to make my future become better..
and i only asked money for education fees as like tuition fees..
other then that is dad gave me and i save money..
dont simply say la..!!!!!
damn angryyyy..
arrhhgggghhhh spoil my mood!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-26T09:40:00.000-07:00

damn u..xD

hmmm..today supose to poteng school..
but didnt go..so just go school lo..

well..school was as usual lo..
today everyone seems like very happy..
maybe because of next week is holiday gua...
teacher gave other states paper again..
and me yun and brit keep asking more math paper from pn juliana =P

so after back home..
i messaged zk about tomorow's semnar transport..
cause both of us dont have transport..

after back home..i phoned him..
below is our conversation..

wj:ei..2moro how we go??confirm got people fetch onot??
zk:my fren said maybe cant fetch..cz his parents will be bzz..
wj:harrrr.....
zk:ur parents cant fetch?
wj:duhhh...?later kena marah..
zk:ei..ur hse phone is for decoration??
wj:=.=...y?u called just now?
zk:yalah..do many times and no ppl answer..
wj:owhh..erm..maybe my phone got problem dy gua..y wont u call my num?
zk:cz i dont want my phonebill there got seafood taste..xP
wj:............

damn him..always call me xiham!
tomorrow i swear i will bully him kao kao...
><

just now have quarrel with my mum..
damn no mood now..
dont know what's her fucking problem la..
i wear what also want care..
always judge this judge that..
damn mmm song man..

she always say my wearing too sexy..
she also what!
already 40+ still act cute..yuck..
somemore her wearing is like so lala..
seriously...like trying to become 20+..=.=
somemore she wear the big gucci sunglasses..
like showing off to me..wtf..
one day i'll buy LV bag and chuan bak her..
always copy me..
i wear what she also want..
somemore dont want go work..
always stay at house gam me and my bro..
farn.....

2008-09-25T09:18:00.000-07:00

what a LALALA day (;

today really is a very fun day..
but kinda tired..
cz last night didnt sleep well)'

well..today finally went to school..
britny didnt come...only left me and caiyun..
so when during recess..
me,caiyun and jiyin were going to block A..
and en paran was infront of us..
guess what..he asked us pick up the rubbish..

i was like..what der...
so..caiyun very kind ..and picked up..
i very mmm song la..
dont know why that idiot shit teacher dont know how to pick up the rubbish..damn lazy..!
so i asked caiyun passed the rubbish to me..
they though i wana throw it into dusbin..
but i didnt..and i threw the rubbish to the stairs there..haha!
damn noty lehhh..

so..after recess..
is english..

>,<

damn hate english la..cz pn suzina teaches us..
she is big fat asshole..her voice damn damn yuck..
she asked us to pick up the rubbsih again..
and she is so damn lazy..
dont even teach..errrrr...=.=

after english..
is math..
so..while waiting pn juliana came to our class..
guess what happened??

well,our class monitor..ron..
with the gang..i mean yuehsern they all la..
they put a rope behind shawn's pants and tie it on a chair..
and shawn didnt noticed at all..=P
and ron make shawn angry..
so shawn chase him..
and then duno who sit on that chair..
then shawn's pants drop
wahahahahahaha!!!!
damn funny man..not whole pants drop la..
luckily he pulled up..[=

so..after school went cp meet hueywen..
and we bought burger at subway..
ermm..this is the first time i go subway buy burger..=.=
she bought chicken tempayaki and i bought turkey breast..lol..
not bad la..but kinda expensive lo..

so..we went ttdi library by taxi..
damn that taxi man..dont know how to go and waste our money..
but atleast he is better than last time that stupik taxi cab..
atleast he gave us discount..lol.

i aimed for:sucess in pmr

her stuff.

went there study for while..
then went to ou with wk and jeh..
forget to bring clothes so she lent me hers..
omg..the pants is so damn short..TT
haha..then we went to topman there..
cz i want buy boxxes for my friend(;
and me and jeh decided buy cute panties...
but we didnt..maybe next time..
after that went to nike shops,cross fire..
and go back home lorhhh..[=

woot..im in her shirt[=

in cab..with passion fruit mt(;

today was so happy la..
haha..cz can meet jeh..
and then many funny things happen in school..
g2g ciaoz..[=

2008-09-24T08:48:00.001-07:00

lazy asshole wanjie(;

haha..today i din go school again..=P
cause forget to set alarm last night..
mum waked me at 630..
lazy to tie my hair so just continue my dream(;

damn it..dont know why these few days damn tired..
maybe too stress already..i guess..
sleep til 10..
and then study,fetch my bro..
and guess what..my bro had food poisoning..=P
ahaha..padan muka..

afternoon recieved jeh's msg ..
hmm..yea..we're going library tomorrow..whe3!
finally can meet her..(;
but noob zk cannot go..>,<
cannot teach me math..hmm..
always fong fei kei!

nothing much else la today..
haha..finally finish my 3rd sejarah book..[=
pmr is coming soon..
wanjie must gambateh jorrr..);

2008-09-23T09:20:00.000-07:00

* ADDICTED <3 *

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oohhh...

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

P/S..im addicted to this song..aww..it's so nice(;high recommended!

2008-09-23T09:01:00.000-07:00

*whee(;*

yesterday was late so i din on);
well..yesterday went to school..
and i told britny that i wana buy the roxy bag later..
so i did went to the roxy shop..
too bad..it only left pink colour..
and i dont lyk that bag colour);
black colour had finished already..SOB!!!!

so i was so damn no mood..
when had dinner with my parents,
i told mum that i missed it..
and i dont know shud i buy that pink colour bag..
so mum disagreed i buy that pink bag..
she said maybe others roxy shop still have that colour..
]=

so..after dinner,
me and mum went shoping while waiting my bro tuition..
and guess what..?
i finally have a new highheels!whee!!!
thx mum(;

yea..she finally buy for me[=
it's lovely white colour..
and it's so damn high man..
scare will fall down);
and now im taller than my dad and my bro(;

so..after that..went back home at late night..
cause went to pasar malam..
affter bath it's already 12++
but i still havent sleep yet..
cause i was watching a hk drama..
it's so damn nice man..!
keke..addicted [=

and today i didnt go to school..
cause i really cant wake up..
and feel kinda not well..
actually today jeh ask me ponteng..
but i didnt go..haixx..
i scare later dad saw..
cause dad usually go market every tues..);
damn sad la..
cause i really miss hueywen alot..
and alot of things we wana share..
haixxx..

today stay at house boring til crazy..
whole day nothing to do..
just study sejarah..=.=
arrggghhhh..feel so regret din meet jeh..);

got to go..tomorrow got school)-
ciaoz xD

2008-09-21T07:52:00.000-07:00

mmm..today wake up early..dont know for what la..
sien..so decided to take pic(;
here's the pix...

heart this <3

cybershot cam rox <3

this dress damn nice(;

after that,gonna practice my piano(;
1 month din touch already..piano is full of dust..
as usual,have to study..]=

and then..around 4 jeh called..
miss her lots..!

so we chit-chat around half and hour..
sharing and caring each other(;
cant wait to meet her again..
maybe next week?
mmm..feel wana ponteng..
cause nothing to do at sch..

just have a quarrel with mum(again)
damn shyt..
hate her alot now...never be a understanding mum!
isshh!

ohh..yea..
damn hate my fringe la..it is so damn long now..
and i just cut it..
but no diffrent also la..
i wana thinner it);

tomorrow maybe going ou..
mmm..plan to buy a new bag..
whee..
maybe will go roxy there have a look..

got to go(;nites!

wanji3<3

2008-09-20T09:08:00.000-07:00

it's not LALA....

i repeat my words..i ain't LA-LA...

haixxx..i really dont know why everyone named me that..
but i seriously dont like that name..

i guess maybe they dont like my style or what la..
but im not the girl who always went sg wang shoping..
all the clothes i bought from ou or the curve..
yet,my mum also dont like me go sg wang there..
she dont like all the teenagers that always go sg wang there lepak..

i guess they still dont know what is real LA-LA yet..
i suggest those who dont know what is the meaning of LA-LA should go sg wang there and have a look..
im not trying to become LA-LA,
yet,im just wana become more mature
especially i hate my baby chubby face now..

im fifteen now,
and it is the stage im changing to become mature..
thinks mature,wear mature..that's a phenomena for everyone in this stage..
i dont want wear like small girl wearing a cute dress..
and i dont like casual wear..
this is my style..i'll wear whatever i like
and you dont judge me..
and i think my style is actually quite normal if compare with others..
atleast now i didnt wear a blouse with a tie long socks
and set those very weirdo hairstyle..

make up.
yea..i like make up,i do..
cause this is the way showing im changing..
everygirls love make up,
cz it can make them looks more pretty..
agree?

puts eyeliner to make her eyes looks bigger,
apply lipgloss on her lip will make she looks more sexy,
colour her eyes with eyes shadow will make she looks glamour

so,it's not a problem if everygirl make up right..
it also stand for they are growing up(;

i hope peoples will stop calling me that..
but if u still can accept the truth..
just forget bout it..
maybe you are out of style C=

2008-09-20T08:39:00.000-07:00

..thanks for the memories(;..

hey candies,thanks for being my bestie..
thanks for always be there when i need someone care..
thanks for making me laugh when i feel down..
thanks for holding my hand when i need your help..

thanks for making wanji3 feels life is full of hopes,

i appreciate
every friendship and i will never forget u guys(;

<3/

2008-09-20T07:35:00.000-07:00

..it's 20th of sept today..

well,as usual..woke up at 830 and took a bath
mum's freshly homebaked lemon lime cake as my saturday breakfast(whee!)
taste not bad..kinda taste like cheese but it's 100% pure lemon(;
and so went to my fren's hse to collect the seminar fees..
and they havent wake up yet..=.=

went to zu kuan's house to collect money..
i've been waiting outside his house for 7 min..
no reaction..><
damn him.
so,i phoned him..
and he asked me go pc2 to find him..
=.=...i feel like im his dog..TT

and then go desa there for tuition..
the bm teacher tought novel today..(;
well,his acting is kinda funny la..
18pl,18sx,18sg...=.=
but he keep promoting his bm perdana seminar..

after back home..gonna study dy);
today study geografi..
non-stop-study for few hours..
even mum also said that im crazy..
haixx..

after finish study..
began to edit my blogger's skin..
love it so much..
but i took 1 hour to edit it..oO
haha..what to do..i still a noob ma(;
but i like my new blogger skin so much..xD

wanji3<3

new skin (;

2008-09-19T11:24:00.000-07:00

hey yea..

i just finished edit my new blogie's skin(;omg...it's so damn hard to edit..
must learn more from my friends le..

this morning,
i recieved 2 msgs and make me very mad..
one of them is from my fren while another one is from that 'guy'
..arrgghhh...!

his friend messaged me[i guess]
and said he do many stupid things because of me..
feel so hate him now..
dont understand why he wants make so much trouble..
i am so sorry to say that
i am the person that never appreciate of what people did for me..
so whatever u did,
i've no feeling on it.
and i dont even take a damn!

here's some good news:
i got 91 for my math..yipee^^
haha..finally win ys & ron(i mean paper 2 )

bad news:
next week we're not gonna bake cake );
sad..
& tomorrow morning got tuition..

and just now helped my mum baked lemon butter cake..
so now very tired..

got to go yea..nites(;

dangerous x

2008-09-18T09:30:00.000-07:00

well,i just read a news about a pretty teenager has been kidnapped and murdered by someone who admire her.the guy felt very angry because she rejected his request..and because of this,he planed to kidnap and murder her..

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

feel so sad to after read this news.....

==================================================================

why he have to kill her??i dont get it..seriously..
if people dont like you or reject you..you have to accept the truth but not forcing people to love you..

same thing happend to me before..

i hate those people take revenge when rejected by someone they admire..
if people reject you,it doesnt mean cannot become friend wert..
sometimes maybe fren is better than couple..right?

hope that girl peace to her ashes!

wanjie(;

tagged by wanj3(;

2008-09-17T06:53:00.000-07:00

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.
Starting time: 2154hours

Name: Chua Wan Jie
Sisters: None
Brothers: Chua Sheng Yew Chua Sheng Han Chua Sheng Guan
Shoe size: 8
Height: 168.5cm(;
Where do you live: Bandar Utama.
Favourite drinks: bubbl3 tea,blended juices & starbucks (;
Favourite breakfast: bread <3>Have you ever...

been on a plane : few times.
swam in the ocean : i wana try):
fallen asleep in school : duh...
broken someone's heart : guess so =P
fell off your chair : oh,no!
sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : yea..but that's stupid =.=
saved e-mails : wasting mail box's memory =.=

What is your room like: it's pink!
What's right beside you: my phone,my books.
What is the last thing you ate: bread?lols.

Ever had...
chicken pox : Yea,when i was 5.
sore throat : it's a phenomena =.=
got stitches : no?
broken nose : lols..

Do you...
believe in love at first sight? urmm..yea?
Like picnics? yea..and have my fav egg sandwiches (;

the last person...
you dance with? hmmm..forget(;
who made you smile? my friends,family
you last yelled at? my little brother xP

today did you...
talk to someone you like? Nope)'
Miss anyone? yea.
get sick? not really.
Talk to an ex? never pls.
miss someone? i do.
best feeling in the world? when the one you loves kiss ur cheek or forehead (;

What do you really hate? snakes =.=
What time is it now? 2207 hours

Random:

Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
Yea(;
Q: Do you have any siblings?
duh..
Q: Do you want children?
Yea..a boy and a girl (;
Q: Do you like your handwriting?
urmmm..not really.
Q:Do you smile often?
hell yea(;
Q: Are your toenails painted?
Yea,it's pearl pink!
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in?
no one.
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing?
a baby shirt with pants!
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday?
Studying math?
Q: When did you cry last?
two weeks ago have a quarrel with my parents =/
Q: Are you a friendly person?
i dunno =X
Q: Do you have any pets?
hmmm..a pond of fishes?
Q: Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
at his house?lols.
Q:Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?
dont remeber)'

Q:Do you sleep with the TV on?
Never.
Q:What are you doing right now?
I'm doing this tag.
Q:Have you ever crawled through a window?
Omg..are you crazy?
Q:Can you handle the truth?
no.i rather pretend it's a joke.
Q:Are you closer to your mother or father?
Both(;
Q:Who was the last person you cried in front of?
My brother?
Q:How many people can you say you've really loved?
less than 3.
Q:Do you eat healthy?
erm..kinda?
Q:Do you still have pictures of you and your ex?
hell..i had deleted and brunt it since long time =.=
Q:Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?
Yeah..
Q:How often do you go to church?
im not a christian.
Q:When you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?
my room.
Q:Are you loud or quiet most of the time?
LOUD! xD
Q:Are you confident?
Not really.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago
[1998..]
-have fun with my kindergarden's friends[=
-eating my fav vanila ice-cream?
-was crying..
-was watching my favourite cartoon show.
-was huging my mum and dad!

5 snacks I enjoy:
-cakes
-bread <3>5 things on my to-do list today:
-study kh
-study history
-study math
-study geo
-on9!

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
-shoping!
-buy a mini cooper!
-donate to peoples who need help.
-save it!
-buy a castle for my family..

5 bad things bout youself:
-dont like to communicate with peoples?
-noisy
-annoying..
-lazy.

jobs I've had:
never.

wanji3(;

im not belongs to anyone(:

2008-09-16T10:28:00.000-07:00

yeahh..finally finish math test(;

yestrday slept at 1);it's so damn tired...

and now finally can on9 xD

_________________________________________________________________---

i wasnt in the mood..);
because i just hurted someone's feeling..

well..i feel like i dont need a BF now..
sien la..
but dont know why some peoples i didnt accept them but they treat me like their real gf=.=
and i dont like it,seriously.

i mean..im good to everyone..
but it doesnt mean i like/love you..
i treat you good cause u are my fren/classmates..
dont know why some of them so damn perasan..=.=
i already told them few thousand times that our relationship is just only normal fren..

and..im the person who likes to play..
when i get bored..i will try somethings new,undoubtedly..
today i might good to you..
but if i found out ur real atti or whatever shit..
maybe i will hide one's face from you..
we're still frens..but not that close..

maybe you'll thinks my attitude very bitchy or what..
but i dont care la..
even u hate me i oso dont take a damn..
only my true frens will understand me..
im not cold-blooded and humanness!

i know many peoples dont like me..
i cant stop peoples hate me right..
but if you good to me..i'll good to u too..
but if you backstep me..
and i'll named you BITCH OR ASSHOLE =p
eventhough i very hate someone..
i'll never backstep people..

so..do think about it..
i think friendship can hold longer than love..
besides,i treat my frens better than my bf..
haha..xD

im just like a bird[=
no one can try to stop my wayy(;
i just like to be myself(;

myself..myway..xoxo..

mooncake festival (;

2008-09-13T09:16:00.000-07:00

booOOooo!!

today whole day got tuition..TT

from 10 til 530pm..so damn tired..

well..im confusing..

don't konw shud i go the seminar..

no fren company me ):

and then..back home ...

mum suddenly allow me go my primary school's mooncake festival party!

omg..can u belive this =P

but i have to take care of my little bro..=.=

arrgghhh..i hate nanny job!

so..went there with bear lo..

when reach there..everyone already finished all the food =.=

luckily i ate abit before i go..[=

well..firstly is kinda bored la..

watch them played bball..[sien]

guess what...i saw andy yap!!

haha..my old fren [=

haha..nothing much change,.

thought he cant recongnize me le..

but he still remember me..ahaha!

then..i ask zk come..cause really damn boring la..

tht fella go eat pizza..and all of us were so damn thristy!

then i messaged him ask him company me to c/hall buy drinks for them lo..

he damn bad...torture & insult me TT

and the c/hall was closed!!!!wtf!

then went back sch..watched them play bball..=.=

chinese vs indian..=.=

frm 8 play until 10..

sien arrr!!!

after they finished..then i asked my dad to fetch my bro go back home..

den we went to mcD..[hate mcD=.=]

cause they felt hungry...

then fren's dad fetch me home..

i finally back home at 1130+

mum din angry [=

so damn tired noww..gona sleep..tata..

moodly);

2008-09-07T08:36:00.000-07:00

today wake up at 745..
last night was chating with one of my friend til 12+

actually wana sleep at 1..
but watched 'DREAMGIRLS' til 1++
it's a very nice show..
beyonce is very good actress(honestly)
and their voices are so damn cool..haha

and this morning..
the two stupid eyebags became so damn thick
TT
damn hate eyebags la..

and then..
went to morning tuition..

dont know why this morning was so damn cold..
eventhough i bath with hot water
but still feel vry cold(freeze!)

then..
dad brought me to petrol station there to buy a hot drink//
hell..buy cappucino but dont have sugar..=.=
thought they will take a new packet of sugar for me..
but they didnt!

and then..
the english teacher said somethings made me damn moodly..

she said..
most of the students who get staight As in trial will get STRAIGHT Bs in pmr

i was lyk so damn f*cking no mood..

i dunno is that mean i will get straight Bs in my pmr!!!!!??

wtfffff!!!

i gonna proove to her that she is WRONG!!!!!

TOTALLY WRONG!!!

from now on i will work harder ...

u'll wait and see...

T IR E D...

2008-09-06T09:10:00.000-07:00

arggghhh..finally can rest(;

feel so damn tired now..
whole day rushed for my tuition);

1015..bm tuition..
[ 1 hour 15 min ]

--

1200..katsuri tuition
[2 hour 25 min]

--

luckily today don't have double lesson..
(;

but tomorrow will be double lessons
);

jiaern din come for tuition today
because she got another tuition..
so only left me hock cheong and justin =.=

bm was so bored!
i really don't like en. sukri teach bm..
the 45 min he just talk all the rubbish..
and we dont even take a damn..
and justin & hock cheong were sleeping =D
while i was doing geography..[=

after tuition..
wait my mum fetch me..
damn shit..my mum 330 only come fetch me!
lucky i brought my books..
so i studied at there while waiting her..

and then....

mum brought me & bros to ou..
just shop around..
nothing special..

back home..
have to help mum do the cake's topping..]=
help her to cook the lemon topping..

1030 hv my dinner =.=

walau..my eyebags can put water already);
dark circle is so damn dark..
i must take care of my skin dyyyy]=

don't know why suddenly miss bear jeh n wk alot..
really cant wait to meet them again..
but pmr is coming soon..
cant hang out);

haixx..

g2g..feel sleepy..

nites [=

eMpty..

2008-09-05T10:56:00.000-07:00

i dont know what's going on..

and i don't know whats wrong with me..

______________________________

nowdays..

i feel life is like so meaningless..
maybe im too stress..sigh..

my life is like so quiet..
so empty..
i need some noise..
i need some music..
i neew someone help me!

study..study and study..
this is what i do everyday..
i scare i will miss it again..
i dont want miss this chance anymore..
so i force myself not to stop studying..

freak right?

at class..
only yuehsern that gang can make me forget al the stress
they bring alot of fun to me..
some of my friend..
just keep studying..
this make me more scare..

haixx..

is very hard to relax nowdays..
mum wants me go pure..
but i scare i cant..

no matter what..
i must try my best..
i know im not a genius or smart girl..
i have to spend more time to study..
i dont know what will happen to my future..
but i just dont want make myself to regret..

no.4?!

2008-09-05T10:23:00.000-07:00

shawn keep repeating same words in class..
'wj get no.4..'

-.-

arggghhh..
yea..i get number 4 (again!)
this is the 3rd time get same possition already =.=

godness..is this my lucky number??

well,this time i dont really care bout my possition la..
as in this is just trial..
atleast my precentages improve already
yea..im satify now ^^

pmr still left 1 more month..
1 more month to go..
i really have no idea to study what..
seriously..

i know 1 month is not enough for me
what i can do now is keep doing many pmr past year papers..
improve my essay =.=
and my science and kh..

haixx..really don't know how to study science and kh..
it's very hard to memorise sc & kh..

but i promiss i'll try my best [=
i don't want dissapoint my dad..
and i wants make my dreams come true..

gambateh..JIE <3!

u're always my friend(;

2008-09-05T09:57:00.000-07:00

when i feel sad,
he will be the first one who cheer me up..
although he don't really talk too much..
but when i need him,
he will be my side..
he is my best friend (;

when he feels sad,
he tries to hide his sadness frm us
so that we wont worry bout him..

when i need help..
he will be the one always lend his hand to me
he will help me tide over a diffucult path
he is the one let me feel im not alone in this world..

both of us experience alot..
at the same time..
we're growing up

although we seldom meet each other
although sometimes we are very busy for our studies
but we still care bout each other
and all this doesn't affect our true friendship..

sometime peoples may suspect of our relationship
but we knew we'll be friend forever
i know this friendship will never end..

u're still the best in my heart <3

sorry dad );

2008-09-05T09:46:00.000-07:00

mmm..well..i wana apologise to my dear dad..
sorry for hurted his heart last week..
i was lost controlled and was not in mood..
that was first time dad scold me..TT
haixx..i such a useless daughter..right?
dad treat me so good but i keep make him worry..

sorry dad );

i promiss i wont make u worry again..kayyy[=

u're da best!<3

with loves!

merdeka?

2008-08-31T09:48:00.000-07:00

today is independent day (;
but i just stay at house for whole day and facing the books..);

well..yestrday really really not in the mood..
cause after back home have a big quarrel with my parents... haixxx..
i wish i could move to others place..stay away from my mum..
she's the one destroy every single things i wana do..
she promissed i can have my own freedom on my 21th birthday..
i don't get it..why have to wait until 21??!wtF!

going out [=

yesterday actually is quite fun..cause finally can hang out v my hueywen <3
130 reached ou..and meet her..
we went to neway there sing k..[long time din go dyy]
and she brought her cousin sis[= hi dear..is vry nice too meet you...

nice to meet ya[=

ohh..guess who on fire?

her property <3

i know im crazy [=

gossshhh...g2g now ]=

and jeh told me today is her sis birthdayy..gosh..i din prepare anythgs..]=
so..three of us went to sing k(; it's room 31[we celebrated wk's birthday in this room oso..woot*!]
haha..so we sing like crazy peoples..xD
we wanted to drink alcohol drink.. but the stupik servant said we are underage!!wtf! you think we're still small kid meh?
then...we sing until 530.. before we go..ofcz take lot pix..p= haha x)

after that..we went to roxy buy present to jeh's sis..
she bought a wallet for her..
and i saw a super pretty cute roxy bag!it's in purple colour!!!
awwwwwww...i wana buyyyy!!!
nevermind..i will get it next month or maybe next week..keke..
must save money first..ornot later pokai..]=

after that..we went to forever 21.. jeh said she wana buy a dress..
we try so many clothes..........=p
keke..i saw a white fury jacket!it's super thick and when u wear it,it's super warm[=
but i din buy it]=
scare later mum scold again..SOB!!!
so..jeh bought a purple dress..is very match her..
and jeh's cousin sis was fever!!

she loves purple <3>

she said she loves this pink dress [=

so..do u think polka dots match with me?

can i have it,babee?

after that we went to guardian buy panadol for her..
hope she feel better now..p=

and then..mum called..
i told her that i want go jeh's house overnight..but she dont let!
so i damn mmm song ady..
jeh tried to talk to her..but she don't want listen also!wtf la!

so atlast she wants me go back at 1030 and we din go for countdown!
all her fault and make us super moodlyyy!
we were very down...destroy our plan! wtf!!!!!!!!

after sending jeh's sis and cousin back.. we went to the curve to meet wk and bear..
bear was in flu...awwww..sry yea..
the restaurant were full of peoples..
damn shyt la..want eat sushi also cannot..]=
so we went to the sanctuary..

but after that i feel so damn regret!!
they only sell few set foods..what derrrrrrr!
but what to do..we were so hungry..
no wonder inside there no people la..=.=
so we order two sets.. and it just fried rice with tomyam soup only!
that's all!? and it cost rm90+++ TT..
i should go the apartment......

with bear <3

cheers [=

after that i have to go home dyy..
jeh really feel no mood.. haixx..
feel so sorry to her..TT

bear company me go home by taxi..
unfortunely..we met the worst taxi driver in the world!!
wtf!he damn no maness man!
somormore is a old chinses guy!
give him money still talk so much!
really beh song himmmm!!!

and soon it's raining..
we were stuck in the traffic..
when we reached home it's already 11++ haixxx..i

t's really a terrible day right?
really not in mood..
s like evrythings suddenly goes wrong..
what to do..
all my mum's fault..i
gonna take revenge!

g2g dyyy..tata xD

loves./

fucked up!!!!!!!

2008-08-30T10:18:00.000-07:00

shut up la fucker!!!

never think bout my feeelingggsss!!u all R FUCKER!!!FUCKED UP!!!!

today actually have a very good mood..

hang out with hueywen sis..go ou..neway

everythgs were FINE

but suddenly mum and da dont let me go countdown sumore gont let me overnight at sis's house..
i was lyk WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!

i dont know what's your fucking problem la!!

i've been so so soo good 2 both of you this few months

somemore trial just end..why i cant relax 4while!!!!!???

YOU ALL SUCK!!!WANJIE HATES YOU ALOT ALOT ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!

mother!!!!!*****

hueywen was so good and talk to you but u just keep scolding her!!!!
wtf!!!u think u vry good arrr!?who are you!!!!????simply scold people's friend vry fun izit!!!?

i'll take revenge!!!!u wait and see!!!!

and evrythings make we no mood to contdown already!!!all UR FAULT!!!!!

stupik!!!idOITTTTTTTTTT!!!!!f*ckeerrrrrrr!!!!!!

i really really beh song!!!!!!!both of u are making me mad!!!!

somemore when going back home that time,the stupik taxi driver making me more maddd!!!

MAH CHI BAI!!!!!people gives u money still talk so much!!!!

don't know how to go then still take people's money!!!idiotttttt!!!!!

countdown day surely wil traffic jam la!!!!!!!!!u dont how to drive sumore!!!!

mar DERRRR!!!!!!!waste ppl money only...!!!!!!!!

if next time see you again i surely wil scold back you!!!NO MANESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!

today really really vry FUCKED UP!!!!!!

u all SUCK!!!!!!!!!!i hate u !"!!!!!!!!!!

my smile (:

2008-08-28T10:38:00.000-07:00

well,this story might hurt someone feelings.ignore it if you don't take a damn.
i feel very happy cause im still here.last year my life almost destroyed by a guy that really hurted my feelings deeply.
he almost destroy it.fortunely,i have many true friends around me. they stayed with me when i need them.especially my BABES <3
i do remeber every single words he said to me that day.i told myself never forget it and i'll take it as a lesson this time.
i told myself,one day he will be regret and feel sorry on what he did to me.
because of him,i almost lost everythings.i lost my some of my friends,my time,my money.. and i did somethings that almost take over my life..
may god forgive me ,maybe that time i was puzzlepated.
i want prove to him my life will be better without him!i want get everythings back! i want life better than him!i want show him how happy am i now! i want him to know he is just a f*cked shyt!

and i really mean it..

do you know how i felt that time?! u f*cker!!
people used to so belived ur words and loved you and you just tried to hurt me more deep!? what kind of person you are!?f*cked shyt!
i did so many things to you and u did NOTHING!!!!
even my birthday you also dont take a damn!
so what?! u really really the ever worst guy in the world!

i mean it!

and now,i already stand up and i can walk myself without your hands and i can walk longer than you thought!
u took my smile and tears and i didnt smile for few months!
i very statify of everythings now thank you for teaching me a lesson.
and thanks for telling me this world has such lame guy !

i belive my future is full of hopes!
there were so many tears behind my smile
and it make everythings worth now..

i feel peace <3

SHOCK?

2008-08-27T08:27:00.000-07:00

well..it hv been a long time din bloging ]=

pmr is around the corner and i so gonna die very soon..
just finish my school's trial and piano exams..
feel very tired now..
yes..finally finish..(;

well,trial is ok la..i kinda statify with my result..
expect for BM !!
gosh!can u belive it?my part C gets 15/40!?
i was soo upset n sad..]=
nevermind..i'll try harder next time..
must score A in pmr [=

piano exams were TERRIBLE
haixx..

theory was on last monday,this year the venue is at smk kepong baru.
guess what,,i FALL DOWN infront of so many peoples!
OMF*G!it was so f*cking embarassing!
everyone was looking at me!somemore my hand was injured!
luckily the theory paper wasnt that hard that i thought..
atleast can get pass..i guess..

partical test is oso suck!
haixx..maybe my luck not really good on that day..
the test was on the second day.i don't really pratice cause i have to study for my trial.
i tried to ask myself don't be panic..
unfortunely i cant make it..

the examiner was a english man..
quite young..
the scales was ok..
but the songs..;(

1st song is my favourite song..so i just made little mistakes..
2nd song is full of staccato..but i've been start practice this song since last year..
so no problem also la..
but the 3rd song..
godness..it's a 20th century song..
well,20th century song the speed is very fast n the music is kinda weird..
so..i've been restart my song 3 times!

3 TIMES!!

can u belive it?!

feel so dissapointed on myself..

dad surely will be sad..haixx
sight reading oso not good..
aural..haixxx..singing sux..

goshhhhhh....

very scare i'll fail my piano la..
i really don't want waste dad's money..mum suggests me concentrate on studies and stop my piano..
should i?
but i do love piano very much and i dont wana give up!

yea..i cant give up (;

i hope my piano can get ATLEAST pass la..

g2g...i'll continue my story nexttime..

ciaoz [=

awwwww..chong wei..u r the best!

2008-08-17T07:50:00.000-07:00

ohh no!!!feel so dissapointed..TTcan't belive lin dan won!
everyone though chong wei will won and gets m'sia 1st gold..but he loses...]=im sure many peoples feel dissapointed on it.but i knew he already tried his best,right?atleast is 1st runner up..he is malaysia best player and i feel so proud of him!
nevermind lee(:
u really really did vry well..
u r the BEST!!!
don't give up kayyyssss[=

loves!

BM vs SEJARAH

2008-08-07T10:35:00.000-07:00

it's 6th of Aug (:

ohh..yea..hip hip hooray...finally fisnish sejarah paper!damn happy[=
god..today woke up at 530 to study bm...and i slept at 1230 last night..so it is very very very TIRED today;(

well..bm paper one is kinda 'easy'.i mean not that hard i thought.i didnt study f2 komsas and i just pay attention on sejarah.the only thing i can do is pray[=

this morning,caiyun told me that EN Amir said bm2 the bahagian D is about teknik plot.i was so happy cause finally got the tips so i can no need waste my time study others topic p= haha..!

after bm paper 2,me caiyun n britny discussed about the essay..i feel so sorry to hear bout britny did the wrong essay on the komsas section..i really don't know what to say so i just keep quite]=hope pn nazimah will gives her extra marks at others section so can cover the 10 marks from section D..
today was a non stop raining day..
the weather is so cool[=
today after back home..mum said she wana bake tiramisu(:[my fav cake]
yeayea!(: and i gonna help my mum..
well..i feel so sad cause we had failed the sponge cake]=
and this is the 3rd time fail:(
mum was so sad..aiks!
but luckily the whole cake didnt burn like last week=D
we baked a butter walnut cake n 2 'sponge cake'[for tiramisu]
and tomorrow mum gonna make the fillings!
but i gonna miss it cause tomorrow i have piano lesson..awww):
oh yea..mum might go to agnes's shop to learn how to make mooncake this saturday(; yeah!
i know once she started and she will never end it..
i love my mum learn new things..atleast it is better than stay at house and clean the house for whole day right?

during dinner,mum cooked my fav again--pumpkin!
ahaha..i dont know why i love it so much..
but i really love the taste..!
it's sweet and delicous yummy[=

well..tomorrow morning i have to rush for my piano theory again]=
feel so stress la..haixx..
and tomorrow gonna study science..
haixx...

it's time to go now(; ciaoz!