sien la..still left one more weeks to go);
hope pmr faster end..
so i could have my freedom back=D
after pmr..
i going to dye my hair(;
but dont know what colour should i dye..
light brown or maroon??
hmmm......maybe jeh will give me the best answer(;
haixxx..today dont know what happen to me..
feel no mood to study..
so i messaged jeh..
she was at ou with yeeven..
and i cant go..TT
haixxxx...nevermind la..
tahan one more week and i can go crazy with them..
mum wants go genting tomorrow..
cz she felt bored and got nothing to do at house..
but dad seems like disagreed..
cz he bz for his own business..
and my pmr is coming soon..
haixxxxxxxxx!!!
i really feel wana die facing the books everydayyy!!!
it's killing me!><
what to do..mum wants me go pure science class..
and to make my dream comes true..
i have to scarifiece my freedom..
sometimes i really hope i will bcm a brainless girl..
so i dont have to study so hard..
but since dad and my uncle aunt they always mentioned
'only education can change your life'
so i began not to think bout those babyish thinking..
and concentrate on my sudies..
and i feel grateful to god..
as i always told my friends and my brothers..
im not the genius and smart one..
belive it..when i was in standard 1..
i got last place in my class..
and same things happend when i was st.2..
yea..honestly my english sucks..
i admit..but im trying to improve it..
so..somethings has changed when i was 9..
i dont know why..i sudenlly get 2nd place in my class..
that's freaking funny..cz i never study at all..
and that time my parents were traveling at south affrica..
and i phoned them and told them this great news..
they bought me a very cute necklace..
and mum keep it inside my bank safety box(;
so..i transfer to sjkc puay chai 2 when i was std 3..
it was jun..(;
so..the year end exam..
i got a very bad result..
i was too over confiedent..i guessed..
so i began to studyhard when i was in std4..
and i get no1..haha..1st time in my life(;
and my dad is the effort make me studyhard..
i know im not rich..and dad have to workhard to earn money..
and pay for our education fees..
and i dont want make my dad feels dissaopinted..
so i swear i have to do my best to obtain a good result for him..
i enjoyed watch my dad smiles when reading my report card..
it makes me feel everything is worth..
and atleast i wont be regret in the future..
i always ask my bros to study hard..
but guys seem like not the study type..
what they know is dancing,lepak and computers..
i seriously mad at this..
i dont get it why they have to waste their money and time to facing that stupid games infront of the computer for whole day!
games are so bored!!
my bros also not smart..
and their bm is not good..i know that..
i have tried my best to be a good sis..
tutor them when im free..
but they seems like never appreciate what they have..
i very worry bout their future.
i mean i dont want see my 3 brothers work a blind alley occupation..
just like one of my cousin brother..
he was one of my dad's company stuff..
my dad hired him since he was 14..
he worked for my dad for 15 years..
my dad treat him as his child..
but he never appreciate it..
he always mixed with those bodgies..
smoke..pills..clubing..racing car..
all he did..
and he married when he was 24..
has 3 children..
last year..my dad's company had some economics problems..
so one of my uncle decided leave the company..
so..i dont know what's my cousin problem la..
suddenly treat my dad very bad..
no manners to my dad!
although my dad was so angry but my dad didnt fired him..
and one day..he told my dad that he wanted to quit..
so my dad defer to his decision..
and we never meet each other since that day..
one day..my aunt phoned my mum..
and she told my mum that my cousin had divorce..
his wife left him and his eldest son..
and now my cousin work as an accendant..
his salary is much lower than my dad paid..
and the sad thing is my retired uncle have to take care of my cousin son!
damn useless right?
he already 30 and he still have to rely on his father..how shame!
im telling the truth..
and i belive this is the consequent..
i dont want my bro follow his steps..
so i always reminds them not to be like him..
what i want to say is..
education is really very important to everyone..
for those who lives in a very rich family..
should appreciate what you got..
and..always belive
u'll obtain the best things if you really work hard for it..
because you deserve to get it..
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