Friday, October 24, 2008
im feeling good now*
just now,my ex texted me..
haixx..i feel so speechless now..
need someone to talk..
he said he misses me
he tried to be good to me..
but i treat him very cold.
cz i dont want later his gf misunderstand.
just now on9
he dedicated a video for me.
i really feel very guilty..
i guess he put wrong name..he should make it for his gf but not me!
it's too late,ruide.
too late..
it's been one year i left you..
and i've changed alot.
at the begining i really scare i cant get through
but nothing is imposible and i did it.
i feel more happy without a bf.
and i know bf is unnecessary..im tired of it!
and u've met a better one.
i give all the bless for you..
but there's no way to turn back..
i swear i never turn back..
now i didnt feel any hate on you.
maybe that time we shouldnt be together
it's a mistake,right?
and now i look toward my future.
and i got someone i admire already
and i didnt break my promiss..
i did concentrate on my studies this year.
and now it's time to have fun
and find a partner =P
hahah..
but this time i'll be more careful
i have learnt a lesson..
so this time will slowly wait..
wait until tht 'guy' appear xD
shhh..u'll never know who is he..
only my sista know..+o
hey,im feeling good now..
im happy now..
and im still standing here(;
everything will be alright,isnt it?
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