Tuesday, October 28, 2008
it's the 1st dayyy..((;
woot..*
so today is my 1st work..
was so nervous..
i 1230 already reach ou.den go make up..
wtf..took 25 min to make up..
luckily didnt late..
so..when i went in there..
i told them that im new staff..
then one of them gave me the shirt and i changed it la..
after that,we introduced each other.
the pretty kind chinese girl called crystal
and another malay kind funny 'girl' called beyonce..
and 1stly i introduced myself as 'wanjie'
then,beyonce seems like very hard to pronouce my name..
so i told them my another name 'jadelyn'
but crystal prefer wanjie=P
and then start work..
god..so nervous when customer ask me..
luckily beyonce and crystal taught me some..
and then our boss came..
she asked me learn slowly..=P
and then me can crystal talked alot..
haha..very nice to meet her..
she's funny..kind..and very good in promoting..((;
arrgghhh..it's so damn tired..
g2g now..tata #x
Monday, October 27, 2008
heyyy guys..
2moro im going to work dyyyy (;
panic[ing] ));
today went summit with my mum..
cos have to buy the black pants..
we went to a shop sell alot of pants and skirts..
and begin to try few black pants la..
in the end i choose the black skinny jeans..(not reali skinny la)
and guess what..
mum bought me a pink dress..
it's very nice and i love it so much.((;
so,after that we went to another shop..
called point B..i guess..
mum saw a white blouse..and she wanted to try it.
but there's no people there.
so i went to another counter and saw a 'woman'
and i ask 'her' to help my mum..
and guess what..
'she' is a ah gua...
=.=
omg..cant belive it..
but 'she' kinda funny la..make my mum laugh..
i jz felt vry 'cold'
and then..my supervisor called me..
gosh!damn nervous..
she asked me whether can go work 2moro..
so i answered yeshhhhh ((;
then i told my mum..
thought she will be angry..but she didnt!
this is unexpected #P
and then..we went to ss2 have our dinner
i didnt eat alot..cz not feeling wana eat..
maybe bcz ate too much bananas..
after that,me,mum and bro went to buy our shoes..
1stly we went to bata..but i couldnt find a nice one.
but bro bought a north star school shoes..
not bad..hope he appreciate it cz he had changed 3 school shoes this year!
and i found a cute black shoes !
love it so much and i can wear it with my shortie and mini skirt..
woot**
and just now went back home.
my family help me choose a christian name for me..
belinda..sonia..charlene..anne..leena..&&&
so i went on9 and asked jeh & yuehsern help me..
and jeh gave a name..
'jadeline'
and then i changed it to
'jadelyn'
nice??
haha...drop some comments k
k la.g2g...see yea ((;
Sunday, October 26, 2008
yiishhhh..what a bored day);
well..this morning woke up at 12..
cz was reaaaallli tired last night);
so,me and my family have the seremban 'siew pau' for breakfast..
i just ate one..cz i know it's a FATENING FOOD..
although it taste soo nice );
poor me.. ));
mum and bro were cleaning the messy stuffs outside my house..
i didnt help..cz was bzzing for the enid blyton's storrties..
whheee*..and i had finished it ((;
so when dad called,
i asked him to buy bananas..
cz 2moro my diet plan will begin ));
i'll miss all the delicious food badly..wait for me!
mum scolded me cz she thought im crazy..
but i do remember what she had promised me before my pmr..
so she cant stop me this time ..whee**
so just now during dinner i ate yam cakes..
and today i drink alot barley cz ate siew pau this morning..
somehow,everytime after eat siew pau surely will get fever or not well..
bear got a new gf ((;
i'll bless them with all my heart..
hope bear wont bully tht girl
and tht girl must care bear with full-filled-hearts <3
loves!
Saturday, October 25, 2008
new layout (;
finally..finish my new layouts..yay!
nice???
hmm..last night slept at 4am..
cz texted with joel until mid night
crazy leh?somehow,i just cant sleep.
today didnt go anywhere.
just stay at house reading sleeping.
dad came back from seremban and bought alot 'si3w pau'
anyway,today me and dad still very cold..);
and guess what..
just now i wanted to text my supervisor,
told her that i've changed my num.
so,was very nervous.
and she replied and her words is full of kindness..
phew~
today no body text me);
good also lah..i can save my phone money..=P
wish jeh and wk will be alright..
must be strong yea..loves!
everything will be fine and we'll always support u kay (;
nites
Friday, October 24, 2008
im feeling good now*
just now,my ex texted me..
haixx..i feel so speechless now..
need someone to talk..
he said he misses me
he tried to be good to me..
but i treat him very cold.
cz i dont want later his gf misunderstand.
just now on9
he dedicated a video for me.
i really feel very guilty..
i guess he put wrong name..he should make it for his gf but not me!
it's too late,ruide.
too late..
it's been one year i left you..
and i've changed alot.
at the begining i really scare i cant get through
but nothing is imposible and i did it.
i feel more happy without a bf.
and i know bf is unnecessary..im tired of it!
and u've met a better one.
i give all the bless for you..
but there's no way to turn back..
i swear i never turn back..
now i didnt feel any hate on you.
maybe that time we shouldnt be together
it's a mistake,right?
and now i look toward my future.
and i got someone i admire already
and i didnt break my promiss..
i did concentrate on my studies this year.
and now it's time to have fun
and find a partner =P
hahah..
but this time i'll be more careful
i have learnt a lesson..
so this time will slowly wait..
wait until tht 'guy' appear xD
shhh..u'll never know who is he..
only my sista know..+o
hey,im feeling good now..
im happy now..
and im still standing here(;
everything will be alright,isnt it?
today is a big big day (;
haha..it's pc2 children day( but im not a child anymore]=)
so..today woke up at 7
go bath..and wanted to wear a skirt + mini skirt
but mum forced me to wear jeans..grrrrr!
damn it la..hate it alot..spoil my mood..
and then meet wk and zk lo..
keke..damn the zukuan..
always mafan people..want us go his house to invite him..
and then watch them play bball agn..
sien la..
so..after that jeh called
she said she going ou..want us wait her..
then i told them la..
zukuan's friend fetch us to ou..
inside the car..he keep bully me..
then borrow my phone(as usual)
when we reached ou..
i asked him give back my phone..
then they said left in car..wtf!
so i kinda mmm song la..(acting)
i know they play play..but i really need the phone la..
have to contact my sista!!
then jeh reached..
and i told her that they bully me..
so she asked her to give back me..
but they dont want..fine!
so..me and jeh went to the toilet..
cz i have to change my pants..
and then we chit-chat bout 'smthg'..
keke...
finally he gave back my phone..
or not i really gonna kill him..
so i asked wk and zk where they want to have their breakfast..
they cant make the decision..
-.-
dont care lah..i damn hungry..
so i went to a bakery shop and bought my fav breakfast..
-sandwiches-
yummmmyyy~
and then jeh decided go neway cheong k..
yay(; i love sing k!
so we went there..
before go neway..
we play a game at cross fire..
haha..it's a very fun games..
me and zukuan in a group..
while jeh and wk in a group..
firstly me and jeh play only..
but dont know why suddenly they joined in..
but at last we had deuce..
next time must play again..=P
so we went to neway lo..
the room is freaking small..
and the remote got bit problem..=.=
and then we ordered food..
i ordered haiwaiian pizza..(my fav)
but i bought the sandwiches..
when i ate that time.
suddenly a girl came in and stopped me ..
i forgot that we're not allowed to bring any food in..xP
so i asked 3 of them go buffet there get some foods..
cz i wana dedicate songs..blahblahblah xP
so..at first only me and jeh sing..
the 2 guys didnt sing at all..(angry)
so i forced zukuan to sing..hahahah!!
i damn evil...
when i sing fish leong's song that time.
i heard a guy's voice..
and i know he's singing..wakakak!
not bad la..but i kinda miss his singing..
first time i heard tan zukuan sings...=P
but he very good la..
company me sing the songs..
atleast i didnt feel so lonely lahh..
cz jeh and wk keep talking only..
finally wk begin to sings..
but he only sings jay's songs..
hmmmpphhhh!
for while,yeeven came..
she looks so sexy and pretty today..(;
but wk and zk have to go..TT
sad la..only sing for an hour..
not enough la..
after they went back..jeh started to miss wk..
so fast ryte..keke..
then dunno what they chat la..
after that..me yeeven and jeh started to sing like crazy people..+p
haha...damn fun!
jeh keep making yeeven angry..noty girl..
after that..we went to la sensa
jeh actually wanted to buy a singlet
but din buy cz not really nice la..
then after that went home lo..
after went back home..
sleep for while..then mum wants me company her go ou
omg..again!?
so..we just window shoping..
and we went to topshop there
i saw a very pretty nice shirt
i wanted to buy..but mum said after i get my salary only buy..
well,i'll wait..=P
and then went to nichii and few shops..
in my mind keep thinking bout halloween day..
it's on next friday..!
i want to organise a party..
but guess it wont come true..);
maybe go clubing??cant wait.
before went back..mum went to jusco there
guess what..i saw joel!
omg..feel so damn paiseh cz i wearing a jeans..TT
actually before i went ou with mum
he texted me and i told him jz came back from ou with jeh..
and now he saw me..
meanwhile,he texted me again
i told him i company mum lorhh..
i saw takashi..his friend la..
the guy that i know at friendster..
he kinda tall =P
today didnt talk with my dad..
cz still angry him..
lazy to choi him..
but actually i really dont want quarrel with him la..
feel guilty..
haixxx..hope everythings will get better in time('
hugies*
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
U BLOODY HELL!!!!!
DADDY NOT I WANT HURT UR FEELING BUT U REALLY MAKE ME SO DISSAPOINTED!!!!!!!
I HATE U SO MUCH NOWWWW!!!!!
U'VE CHANGED AND DONT LOVE WANJIE ANYMORE!!!!
U ARE A DEVIL!!!!!!DEVIL!!!!!!!BLODDDDYYYYY HEELLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!
I HAVE TO USE THOSE WORDS CZ I REALLY REALLLLYYYYY REALLLYYYY HATE YOU NOWWWWWW!!!!!!
YOU SUCCCCCKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!
U KNOW HOW MUCH I STUDY HARD JUST FOR U!???????
WHAT I DID IS JUST FOR YOU!!!!!!!
AND U TREAT ME LIKE SHIT ONLI!!????????!!!!!!!!!!
GO AWAY LA!!!!!SCOLD ME OR WHAT I DONT WANT LISTEN ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!
I KNOW IM HOMELESS NOW...
THIS IS NOT MY FAMILY ANYMORE!!!!!!
U ARE NOT THAT DADDY THAT I LOVED!!!!!!HATE YOU SO MUCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HATTTTTEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
I WANA DIE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TONIGHT,ALCOHOL PANADOL BLADE ARE ALL WITH ME NOW..
SEE WHAT'S HAPPEN TOMORROW!
I WANT U BE REGRET!
U';LL BE VERY VERY VERY SORRYYYYYY TO ME!!!!!!
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
it's the fifth day both of us din text each other..
since that day..sigh
miss him badly..);
guess he already forget me
heart-breaker=/
specially for her.
hmm..im kinda confuse of L O V 3..
why so hard to get someone we loved?
she used to be a happy-go-lucky girl.
she has a very cute smile
and she is the loyal one
loyal to the one she loved.
they used to be so close,
love each other
she loves him so much,yes she do.
she is willing to sacrifice anything for him.
she wants to hold the love tight
she dont want loss a guy like him.
she did so many things for him,
he never realise how good she is
but keep hurting her heart.
she miss him everyday
she cried when he ignore her
she refused to eat anything
she dont want anything
all she need is his love.
boy..can you feel how hurt she is?
do you know how much she loves you?
do you know how sad is she when you didnt text her and call her for few days or even a week?
do you know how much she cried for you?
no,you dont.
you just thought what you did is always right,
and what she did is wrong.
yet,you never think bout her feelings.
she really really loves you.
can you see that?no.
she forgived you when you did some mistakes.
but did you?
boy..she has a fragile heart.
she is weak.it's true.
she need your love.
she is ill now.
she need you badly.
care her,loves her.
please,i beg you.
you are her destiny,
you are the one.
do you know how lucky is you?
no.you'll never know that.
boy..appreciate this love.
save her life.
Monday, October 20, 2008
my freedom is back..(;
yeahhh..!!!(shout~)
pmr finally END!..can u belive this?yes..it finally end!!
tht five days were nightmares....and lucky it already become history now(;
well..after pmr..first thing to do is..find my darlyn pet sis--wen!
both of us went to ven's house..and shared alot things..
feel great when be with her..
they asked me dont go my cousin's weddings.unfortunely i have to..);
but nevermind..perhaps we can hang out tis weekend=D
and then..went to perak there to attend my cousin's weddings..
well..it was a rainy day..but luckily it stopped when we reached there(;
me and my cousin sisters not really close now..cz i seldom visit them this few years.
and guess what..one of my cousin sis--jenny was pregnant!
omg..i really cant belive it!she was the one very sayang me care me when i was a small kid..
and now she's pregnant!cant belive this but i have to accept the truth,in fact.
at night..we had a simple buffet..
kampung food was amazing..really..!
haha..it really taste so great and good..
i tried a cantonese traditional fool..it called 'lui cha'..
it taste so great..belive me..if u are a cantonese or a chinse..
u must try this!!!bitter but sweet..weird but delicious..(yummmy)
and then..met my another cousin sis(jing) who older than me a year..
actually both of us used to be very close when we were small..
but when we're at the teenage stage..we bcm not really close dy);
but that day..we chated lots..(ha!)
well..she introduced keong(my cousin)'s friends to me..
and i was so shy and speechless..cz i don even know them..
luckily another cousin sis,ai li helped me..thx lots('
after that..me,jing and hou(cousin bro)drink beer with their friends..
actually hou dont really like me drink beer..but i dont care la..
pmr end dyyyy..i can do whatever what i want..=p
so we began to drink..and i got drunk!(love that feeling)
and i wanted to stay but mum refused..haixxx..
before i go..hou's friends keep flirting me..somemore is infront of my parents..
i was like so.............luckily dad and mum din scold me..#P
so the 2nd day..is the bride's big dayy!
yun was so elegant,pretty(;
she wears the red chinise tradition ceongsam..
and i took some pics with her(;
so all of us(girls) prank the guys gang..haha..
it was so funny and i got few angpaus!
while waiting my parents..me and jing bagan to take pics..
keke..and also with other cousins..
keong was so funny..i wish i could visit them everyyear..
so after that,me and my family went to genting(again)
arrrgghhh..it was so bored..and me and bros stayed at the hotel there watch dvd only..
my parents were addicted with it..haixx..
we stayed there for two days..
and i just watch a romantic movie called 'butterfly lover'(high recommended) yesterday..
wuchun was so yeng..**(my dream guy=p)
but the story is kinda sad la..but it is very nice..
i keep crying until my eyeliner wear off..
we stayed there for 2 nights..
miss my friends alot..
and i will work very soon..although mum dont really like it..
but i want experience this kind of life..
sorry mum);
mum is ill..get well soon..l!oves
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
day 3...
math and sejarah were easy(;
p/s ..3 more papers to go..
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
omg..science paper is hard..
paper 1 is eazy but paper 2..TT
the ramalan that bm teacher gave all didnt came out..=.=
damn him...
luckily i got read latar..(;
english is the incident that u think is important..
and speech..
3 more days to go........gambateh(=
Monday, October 13, 2008
arrrgghhh..cant belive this..
...it's PMR week! =/
Saturday, October 11, 2008

a lie?
or
the truth?
i prefer a lie
as long as i will never know the truth.
Friday, October 10, 2008

yes..u're really an idiot..
that make me fucking crazy miss u eeryday..
need u badly now..
but u're not here=/
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
all the best...(;
sobb..5 more days to go..
and it's pmr!...
these few days seriously i din study at all..
i dont know why..
i just feel not in the study mood..
yesterday was zukuan's birthday
happy birthday fat pig..(;
gave him a big present..
but he said it's cheap..haixx
today went to school and got nothing to do at all..
me and angle chated whole day..
emmm..ron and shawn said going ou work after pmr..
and we decided work together(;
angle said she can ask her sis help me get a job..
yay..atleast i no nid waste my time to look for
a job..
ron decided go Levi's there work..
me not sure..(;
mmm..maybe tomorrow onward i'll be bussy for study..
for maybe 2 weeks cant go for on9..
after pmr..i have to go my cousin's wedding..
so guess aft sunday only back la..
sob..
after pmr must go celebrate with my babes p=
and have fun & crazy ..
=P
k la..to all the f3 students..
all the best in pmr yea..!
just do your best(;
godbless<3
loves!
Friday, October 3, 2008
sien la..still left one more weeks to go);
hope pmr faster end..
so i could have my freedom back=D
after pmr..
i going to dye my hair(;
but dont know what colour should i dye..
light brown or maroon??
hmmm......maybe jeh will give me the best answer(;
haixxx..today dont know what happen to me..
feel no mood to study..
so i messaged jeh..
she was at ou with yeeven..
and i cant go..TT
haixxxx...nevermind la..
tahan one more week and i can go crazy with them..
mum wants go genting tomorrow..
cz she felt bored and got nothing to do at house..
but dad seems like disagreed..
cz he bz for his own business..
and my pmr is coming soon..
haixxxxxxxxx!!!
i really feel wana die facing the books everydayyy!!!
it's killing me!><
what to do..mum wants me go pure science class..
and to make my dream comes true..
i have to scarifiece my freedom..
sometimes i really hope i will bcm a brainless girl..
so i dont have to study so hard..
but since dad and my uncle aunt they always mentioned
'only education can change your life'
so i began not to think bout those babyish thinking..
and concentrate on my sudies..
and i feel grateful to god..
as i always told my friends and my brothers..
im not the genius and smart one..
belive it..when i was in standard 1..
i got last place in my class..
and same things happend when i was st.2..
yea..honestly my english sucks..
i admit..but im trying to improve it..
so..somethings has changed when i was 9..
i dont know why..i sudenlly get 2nd place in my class..
that's freaking funny..cz i never study at all..
and that time my parents were traveling at south affrica..
and i phoned them and told them this great news..
they bought me a very cute necklace..
and mum keep it inside my bank safety box(;
so..i transfer to sjkc puay chai 2 when i was std 3..
it was jun..(;
so..the year end exam..
i got a very bad result..
i was too over confiedent..i guessed..
so i began to studyhard when i was in std4..
and i get no1..haha..1st time in my life(;
and my dad is the effort make me studyhard..
i know im not rich..and dad have to workhard to earn money..
and pay for our education fees..
and i dont want make my dad feels dissaopinted..
so i swear i have to do my best to obtain a good result for him..
i enjoyed watch my dad smiles when reading my report card..
it makes me feel everything is worth..
and atleast i wont be regret in the future..
i always ask my bros to study hard..
but guys seem like not the study type..
what they know is dancing,lepak and computers..
i seriously mad at this..
i dont get it why they have to waste their money and time to facing that stupid games infront of the computer for whole day!
games are so bored!!
my bros also not smart..
and their bm is not good..i know that..
i have tried my best to be a good sis..
tutor them when im free..
but they seems like never appreciate what they have..
i very worry bout their future.
i mean i dont want see my 3 brothers work a blind alley occupation..
just like one of my cousin brother..
he was one of my dad's company stuff..
my dad hired him since he was 14..
he worked for my dad for 15 years..
my dad treat him as his child..
but he never appreciate it..
he always mixed with those bodgies..
smoke..pills..clubing..racing car..
all he did..
and he married when he was 24..
has 3 children..
last year..my dad's company had some economics problems..
so one of my uncle decided leave the company..
so..i dont know what's my cousin problem la..
suddenly treat my dad very bad..
no manners to my dad!
although my dad was so angry but my dad didnt fired him..
and one day..he told my dad that he wanted to quit..
so my dad defer to his decision..
and we never meet each other since that day..
one day..my aunt phoned my mum..
and she told my mum that my cousin had divorce..
his wife left him and his eldest son..
and now my cousin work as an accendant..
his salary is much lower than my dad paid..
and the sad thing is my retired uncle have to take care of my cousin son!
damn useless right?
he already 30 and he still have to rely on his father..how shame!
im telling the truth..
and i belive this is the consequent..
i dont want my bro follow his steps..
so i always reminds them not to be like him..
what i want to say is..
education is really very important to everyone..
for those who lives in a very rich family..
should appreciate what you got..
and..always belive
u'll obtain the best things if you really work hard for it..
because you deserve to get it..
Thursday, October 2, 2008
bu3 damn sucks!
seriously..and i mean that..
dunno why..i just feel my school is lame..
compare with others school..
haixxxx.....i mean..dont even has qualificantion to comapre with others..
first..
the teachers are sucks..
dicipline teacher is the one i hate the most..
everyday have to check this and that..
i seriously mad about this..
futhermore they are discentration..
and the prefect seems like teacher's dogs
barking here and that..grrrrrrr..
second..
one of our school teacher..
who very memang kepo..and always sibuk here and that..
he called mr wong..
this old man is really really really shyt..
belive it or not..
he went to friendster and youtube check bu3 student account..
and if there's couples in our school..
he'll try to separate them
and even contact their parents..!wtf!
dont be so kepo la..people couple not you couple..
go do your job la..this is our own freedom..
what you wana do to us?f**k shyt..
eg...few months ago..one of my friend brought his phone to school..
and his gang make a gang bang video..
one of them uploaded the video at youtube..
after few weeks..mr wong found out and he told principal..
and he pulled them out infront of peoples..
mar der..they really out-dated peoples..
other schools never be like this..
dont know why they want check..
i guess they are too free and got nothing to do..
third..
our school memang very greedy
everyyear,the pricipal certainly will organised some activities to raise for school foundation
eg:carnival
i came this school since i was form one..
for all i know,everyyear school will collect more than hundred thousand
and all has been finished in a year..
they dont even used the money to improve school's facilities!
the toilet still in dirt(they just make it more colourful=.=)
some of the toilet dont even have a door!
full of rankly smell..
i wonder know how they finished the money in a year..
yea..the often said we spoiled school facilities..
please la..is school too cheap.
buy cheap product that could esily break..
not our fault la..
fourth..
our pricipal...pn azizah yusof..
is a big fat lazy asshole.
it is whispered that many teachers dont like her..
she is fat and did nothing for school..
she went out frequently..
sometimes she'll appear on monday..
but most of the time she wasnt in school..
i dont know what shit she doing outside la..
but i know her husband very rich..
her husband is a doctor and has more than 10 clinics( maybe the boot is on other leg)
but she has a very bad attitude..
when dont know what serious shit happened in school..
she will scold all the teachers{pity them)
haha..but i know there's few her 'dogs'
always treat her very good..
aiyyaaa..this has become bu3's second nature..
ohh..yea..and i know one of her foible..
she very scare of parents..xD
i remembered last time i dyed my hair..
and mr mah scold me..
so i brought my dad to see her..
she allowed me to keep the colour man!!!
there's many more things about my school la..
but i lazy to say..perhaps one day i'll post more things about my school(;
hari raya(;
ohh..yea(; i fixed it
yesterday went to kl with my family..
ermm..mum brought us to somewhere duno what place..
i just know i went there for open house..lols..
seriously..standing there for few hours cause mum wanted to see the p.minister..
sweat right?
after that,went to times square..
mmm..didnt buy anythings la..
cz have to save money now..TT
then me and my mum saw a geogeous white handbag..
i wana buy it..!i swear after i earn money i'll buy it..);
so..at night we went to somewhere at kl there have dinner..
it's a very old stall..
we ate wantan mee..it's delicous although it's cheap..
so we went back home..
cz dad have to meet up his customer at one world hotel later..
it was so tired..
and guess what..
my feet there was in blue-black!
SOBS!!
well..today as usual la..study lo..
mum tried to make korean food just now..
it's kinda spicy but taste good..
curry without oil and it's vegetarian food..
mmm..i guessed it called kimchi rice cake..
so..mum suggested go penang this saturday..
but i dont think so..
cz i have to study and pmr is left 10 more days!
today i keep on day-dreaming..
dreamed bout after pmr what i gona do..
haha..crazy me..
i seriously cant wait the genting trip..(;
and mum allow me work after pmr..
yeahhhh(;
ohh..yea..maybe im not going cousin sis's wedding..
mum said dont feel going..
if we're not going..
that means i can chill with my buddies after geo paper..
what a great ideal(;
wanjie(;
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
OMG!!!!!my blogger seriously got problem!!!!
i couldnt:
x upload my photos..
x edit my post
x edit the font
what the hell!!!
im getting mad with this);