Friday, September 5, 2008
i dont know what's going on..
and i don't know whats wrong with me..
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nowdays..
i feel life is like so meaningless..
maybe im too stress..sigh..
my life is like so quiet..
so empty..
i need some noise..
i need some music..
i neew someone help me!
study..study and study..
this is what i do everyday..
i scare i will miss it again..
i dont want miss this chance anymore..
so i force myself not to stop studying..
freak right?
at class..
only yuehsern that gang can make me forget al the stress
they bring alot of fun to me..
some of my friend..
just keep studying..
this make me more scare..
haixx..
is very hard to relax nowdays..
mum wants me go pure..
but i scare i cant..
no matter what..
i must try my best..
i know im not a genius or smart girl..
i have to spend more time to study..
i dont know what will happen to my future..
but i just dont want make myself to regret..