Thursday, August 28, 2008
well,this story might hurt someone feelings.ignore it if you don't take a damn.
i feel very happy cause im still here.last year my life almost destroyed by a guy that really hurted my feelings deeply.
he almost destroy it.fortunely,i have many true friends around me. they stayed with me when i need them.especially my BABES <3
i do remeber every single words he said to me that day.i told myself never forget it and i'll take it as a lesson this time.
i told myself,one day he will be regret and feel sorry on what he did to me.
because of him,i almost lost everythings.i lost my some of my friends,my time,my money.. and i did somethings that almost take over my life..
may god forgive me ,maybe that time i was puzzlepated.
i want prove to him my life will be better without him!i want get everythings back! i want life better than him!i want show him how happy am i now! i want him to know he is just a f*cked shyt!
and i really mean it..
do you know how i felt that time?! u f*cker!!
people used to so belived ur words and loved you and you just tried to hurt me more deep!? what kind of person you are!?f*cked shyt!
i did so many things to you and u did NOTHING!!!!
even my birthday you also dont take a damn!
so what?! u really really the ever worst guy in the world!
i mean it!
and now,i already stand up and i can walk myself without your hands and i can walk longer than you thought!
u took my smile and tears and i didnt smile for few months!
i very statify of everythings now thank you for teaching me a lesson.
and thanks for telling me this world has such lame guy !
i belive my future is full of hopes!
there were so many tears behind my smile
and it make everythings worth now..
i feel peace <3
YYY
jie-licous❥
10:38 AM
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